2/25/11
I haven't blogged in awhile. I've been feeling really good and my psychiatrist said I can get off my meds in 6 months. But after that discussion things have just gotten worse. I've been really hard on myself and bene in a terrible mood. I got really mad lastnight because I feel like David never makes time for me. I was so angry and was so tense and needed a release so I cut. I used a razor so it was more like scraping the skin off than cutting. I feel bad about it. I dont want to be bad. I wanna be better.