Me

Trying to get help isn't easy. I don't feel ready to go down the NHS/GP route because I don't think I want a diagnosis on my record...it makes it harder to get jobs...also, I am not sure if I am ready for a diagnosis, although it seems more and more evident that I do have clinical depression. A lot of the information online is out of date and I have an aversion to paying for therapy...I want to be told I NEED it not that I CHOOSE it. For some reason, needing it makes me feel less weak than choosing it...no idea why. "No idea" seems to be the answer to a lot of questions I am asking myself recently.