So recently Ive been struggling with going into public. I frequently tke oppportunites to miss things and at lunchtimes I hide myself away in the disabled cubicle. Ive bunked work several times because halfway in I just couldnt deal with all the people. I avoid social dates and hate myself for it. Ill organise something but then back out last minute because I just cant do it. Im afraid of letting people down. I dont like interacting with my favourite people because I am so afraid Ill fuck everything up.

Hi. So this is my first post on my new blog. I've been struggling with various forms of depression, anxiety, and other mental illnesses for a few years now. I guess I want to vent about it. So yeah. This is me, Alice. Opening up.