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my life sucks

Well a while ago my body started to twitch and I've been having bad hand tremors.  I waited to see if they would go away, but they were just getting worse.  I finally called my doctor and she called me back saying she wanted to see me right away.  So I left school and drove to the doctors office.  She diagnosed me with Serotonin Syndrome.  It's where you have too much serotonin in your brain and it could be deadly.  So I had to stop 2 of my meds completely because them paired together is deadly.  She thinks we caught it in time, but I am still having tremors and twitching.  I see her again on Monday for a follow up.  I emailed her and she might put me on a different med.  Also on October 25, one of my friends died of cancer.  I just visited her on Sunday.  I can't believe she is gone.  She was like a 2nd mom to me.  I am heart broken.  I am thinking maybe I should start up those meds again to end my pain.  I can't take this anymore :(  my life truely sucks.  I can't do anything right.  Ugh

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