Where's the way out?.....are we there yet ?

Tonight, the orange glow of the reading  lamp makes me warm and fuzzy, I braved a storm today, don't ask me why, I just felt like it , for the sake of what I'm looking for, wich I might never find anyway, tonight, a bitter sweet melody makes me want to reach for something fizzy .

I look out for answers from wherever I can, but is there really anybody there ? is there anyone left, or  am I alone in this world ?

I've been walking a hundred years, so now, I'm somehow broken, shattered, faulty, disfonctionnal .  I can't promise to conform and comply, endlessly without fail with what someone should should be . There is no guarantee I will always perform and behave according to the rules. But, given a chance, I still have a lot to give.  There is so much life in me still, despite the weight of the years, does anyone want to share a bit of it?....please....please....come on try it, it's free.....

I've not been much of an achiever,I 'm nothing outstanding, no one remarkable, I 've got my flaws , but I can make you laugh occasionaly, some even say I 'm a good writer, other call me stylishly dressed, so, you see, I'm not all bad really!.....If there is still someone out there who trusts me or belives in me, please make yourself  known, and in return,I will send you some warmth.....

Someone please say I'm doing something right, someone please tell me I'm not that bad.......!

I can't promise to be good forever....but please, please please....please anybody.....please love me!   

And please, can we have a cup of tea!      :-)