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Been on the night shift again last week
Returned homeafter a week at sea and slept for a few hours, stangely enough, I did not have too many difficulties going outside, maybe tiredness is a good thing after all, it blurs the edges of fear. I went down the seafront, walked on the beach, I diped my toes in the water.....Brrrrr!......not too warm, but I expected it anyway, I don't go there for a bath, but for the view, the peace, the fresh air, the sound of the waves.......Ahhh!
Walked back up through town and purchased some groceries, then home again. I 'm currently dinkink a large hot chocolate, it's dark outside, I'm ithching to write a long post, but tiredness is preventing me from doing so, my eyes can barely focus on the screen, words and ideas are jumbled in my head, and I am enjoying that feeling, I don't want to force myself awake as it might conjure up images of reality....
Goodnight.
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And don't worry about reality... it's not so bad all the time. :-)

