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Right now, I'm battling to keep my stress kevels down, it's only early morning,I got out of bed not so long ago! but somehow, I already feel in a fluster about a few chores to be performed at home , (because I 'm going away on the ship tomorrow for a week ) fretting about the visa card, and wondering how I will fit in some time for James , who has only just left for work, and said he'll come round for coffee later, don't get me wrong, he is being totally undemanding, unassuming, he tries to be discreet, but , in my current state, the thought of including another person in my schedule, even for one hour or so, seems a huge challenge.
I don't know how to cope with today...

