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Archives for: February 2011
It was small, veru small victory, that will not account for much, but still, I did it, I plugged the phone in in order to phone the doctor, my heart was racing as I retrieved the charger from it' zipped pouch, I had butterflies in my stomach as the LCD… more »
Ok, what have I achieved since my last post, about one hour ago? I retrieved the Doctor's phone number, as well as the surgery's opening times, through internet,and made the firm decision to contact him. The problem now, is to decide wether to phone ,… more »
Had a dreadful sleep last night, went to bed just before midnight, just to try and get myself to wake up at a decent,normal time in the morning, I read one or two more chapters of the Ruth Rendell novel, before switching the loght off and curl up round a… more »
Saturday, 26 th of Febuary,
Today had not started too badly, despite going to bed at 2am, after gazing at You Tube for a whole evening, I woke up rather early, made coffee, and read a few chapters of a Ruth Rendell novel, then, when I reached for the p… more »
Yesterday, for the first time in months, I cried, I sobbed in the privacy of my home, with no witness, and no hope for comfort. I was watching You Tube video of someone having eye surgery to correct the effects of graves's disease, the patient was more… more »
" Whhaaaat? Whaaaaaaaaaatt ??!!! I CAN NOT BELIEVE IT !!! " These were my thoughts this morning as I stepped on the scales, after all the efforts, after using the gym on the ship after every shift, after cutting down drastically on sugasy treats… more »
I woke up this morning, remembering yeasterday's events, was there a knock on the door in the early hours? or did I just dream it? I 'm very likely to have dreamt it, as I fell into a heavy sleep at about 1am, after a 5 hours session of internet surfing,… more »
What a crap day it was! Fist, I did not hear the alarm, and overlaid, wich, in some ways is not a big deal, as I am off duty untill Wednesday, and had no particular commitements to day, but still, it always makes me feel bad about myself , I always fel… more »
Today was wet and windy, and most of the shops were closed, a good day to stay in indeed, but as I was in need of fresh air, I went out anyway. I tended to take a braether on the seafront, but did not make it that far, even though I was wrapped up warm,… more »
This weekend has no shape, a blob of a weekend, thanks to having worked the night shifts again this week, on top of that, I was plagued with bad back most of the week, wich sloewd me down considerably, a friend at work who is middle aged, and therefore f… more »
