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By beautifuldisaster on Feb 27, 2010 | In beautifuldisaster | 2 feedbacks »

I started this blog because well I need something I'm searching for something more in my life. I remember being very young and feeling this way being very depressed. As time has past it has only gotten worse. My life consists of a BF who I just don't know anymore. I've been physically, mentally abused and my whole being is just numb. I shop so much to fill a void in my life. Things that I dont; need but I must have to give me a sense of purpose or being. I do not feel whole at all. My friends are very limited meaning none at all. I take it that everyone has their own lives and you must live yours. The sad part is no one understands me or cares to. So I started this blog ot maybe I dont; know give me some feeling. Not purpose but something to hold on to. Ways to keep my mind flowing. Rather than on the bad.

Comment from: Mrs H [Member] Email
Hi again, beautiful. I'm sorry that you find yourself feeling that way. When I was with the WRONG man, I felt exactly like that. He was emotionally abusive for years, and for some reason I kept myself around him until he had the sense to leave me. He gave me the gift of goodbye and I couldn't be happier about it. There are people who will understand you here. Trust me on that. I'm glad you came here. You will find the understanding and caring that you are searching for. Never give up.
02/28/10 @ 06:41
Comment from: bluebear [Member] Email
Hi, I'm new on here and already I've found people's comments so helpful. It has made me feel like people do understand so hopefully it will help you the same!
I understand the whole shopping thing. I've wracked up a lot of debt because i need to buy things to perk my mood up. Also, it used to seem to me that everyone had their own lives and didn't care about me, but it was because I wasn't making the effort to try and meet up. Take the bull by the horns and if you want to spend time with someone, ask them! It'll be hard at first but I promise it gets easier and definately stops you from feeling so alone in this confusing world.
03/07/10 @ 15:08

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