Blue Lil Mama

I FEEL SO ALONE AT TIME AND I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO GET THROUGH DAYS AT TIMES I FOUND MYSELF DRINK ALOT MORE THESE DAYS CAUSE I FEEL SOMETIMES IT HELPS WITH THE PAIN CAUSE I REALLY I AM NOT GOOD AT EXPRESSION MY THOUGHTS WITH OTHER PEOPLE I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN LIKE THAT TILL JUST RECENTLY AGAIN I HAVE FOUND SOMEONE I CAN TALK WITH BUT EVEN THEN HE REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT I FEEL INSIDE AND OUTSIDE AND IT IS HARD TO TALK WITH SOMEONE WHO REALLY DOESN'T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE FEELING SO I DRINK MORE AND FIND MYSELF CRYING ALOT AND JUST DEPENDING ON NOONE BUT MYSELF AND IT SCARES AT TIMES CAUSE I AM SO TIRED OF IT ALL AND I JUST DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE HE SAYS UNDERSTAND BUT HE AINT REALLY AROUND THAT MUCH ANYMORE SO I JUST KEEP TO MYSELF AND BOTTLE IT UP CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BOTHER ANYONE WITH MY PROBLEMS AT ALL