it's not fair.
September 5th, 2010
i'm so fed up of crying. i'm so fed up of the urge to slit. i'm so fed up of life.
what do you do when you get this far down the line? why keep trying?
i'm so fed up of trying, when it just comes back the minute i think it's gone.
it's messing with my head and no one understands. it's taking over everything i do and making it meaningless.
i just want to be back to normal again.
2 comments
Comment from: Mrs H [Member]
"Fed Up,"... it's a feeling we all know. It's almost worse than just sad, isn't it? It's almost like trying does not seem worth the effort. But trust me - it IS. Good things happen when we least expect it. Good things that we either never knew we wanted or would get. Please try to keep your eyes open to the good things, ok? I agree that life is full of BULLSHIT that makes us become, "fed up," but there really is good stuff out there too. I will hope and pray that you see it soon.
07/09/10 @ 14:36
Is sex a taboo? We don´t know, but Depression certainly is. And that´s why we are talking about it, Only those who have been through it know what it is like, and those that can be supportive many times have no clue how to deal with it.
So we made a short film called L.I.F.E., awarded in some film festivals, that portraits a full time mother and lawyer who has suffered from depression for many years and that has led her to start a support group for depression sufferers that meet regularly. You can watch it for free on the internet!
Why to talk about the invisible illnesses? Because I´ve been dealing with depression my whole life. I am 29 now and I´ve been suffering from depression since I was 8 years, I tried to commit suicide twice at the age of 18 and planned on taking my life several times.
Making the film helped me to accept the disease and dedicating a section at my website to talk about it makes me feel better.
Be our guest! There you can get information about depression, bipolar disorder, panic disorder, cyclothymia and dysthymia, besides I point out a lot of treatment options and share my own experience.
Come and share yours! Your life matter a lot to us! Let´s gather strength by sharing and being comforted by listening and learning new ways out of depression!
www.pensamentosfilmados.com.br
And I am really really sorry about my English but it´s a bit rusty! I am Brazilian!
Brazilian hugs from Ana Maria Saad and keep on talking about such delicate and taboo matter!
Thanks!
So we made a short film called L.I.F.E., awarded in some film festivals, that portraits a full time mother and lawyer who has suffered from depression for many years and that has led her to start a support group for depression sufferers that meet regularly. You can watch it for free on the internet!
Why to talk about the invisible illnesses? Because I´ve been dealing with depression my whole life. I am 29 now and I´ve been suffering from depression since I was 8 years, I tried to commit suicide twice at the age of 18 and planned on taking my life several times.
Making the film helped me to accept the disease and dedicating a section at my website to talk about it makes me feel better.
Be our guest! There you can get information about depression, bipolar disorder, panic disorder, cyclothymia and dysthymia, besides I point out a lot of treatment options and share my own experience.
Come and share yours! Your life matter a lot to us! Let´s gather strength by sharing and being comforted by listening and learning new ways out of depression!
www.pensamentosfilmados.com.br
And I am really really sorry about my English but it´s a bit rusty! I am Brazilian!
Brazilian hugs from Ana Maria Saad and keep on talking about such delicate and taboo matter!
Thanks!
11/09/10 @ 12:13