within the darkness is their hope
By comphtibly numb on Jun 11, 2010 | In comphtibly_numb | Send feedback »
why am i here ?
i dont really know
whom am i talking to/
I WILL NEVER KNOW
WHY BOTHER ??because writting is my comphete and mabe something i write may help even just one somebody whom feels like their lost at sea in a world full of hate and distruction fear and melace
pleasure and pain ??why write these words two gether ..as ive never felt one without the other
who am i?
i am a solder in a feid of contemptment
a drop of eccantce in the misty drew spotted web of deceaite in which the sun slowly evapuates
i am strong yet vunrable
honest yet abrupt
loveing yet hurtful
i am alone in a world of many beings of which whom i have no interest in
why??
for i can not be seen
yet i can not hide
to want to be alone and yet i can not be left in peace
and to want to be included yet only be out cast
to exepted for me not what is wanted from me
will the day come where my company is not my own or am i destand to be a lost becon with a dulled out light in the middle of this sea of judgment and expectations for my lifes term , till i slowly die down and burnout from not having any air to breath
suffercation equals extingwished
will life extingwish me or will i become like a pheonix :?:
and rise above from the flames