This isn't everything you are...
Broken, betrayed, confused, angry, upset, bewildered, disappointed, lost...not the best of adjectives now are they? The last week or so has been amazing, I feel like I've finally been overcoming this and have even stopped taking my medication. It felt brilliant to, to be back to my normal self and life after such a long struggle to get there. It sounds silly but I was even proud of myself for managing to overcome this - cause it really was destroying my life and overtaking my entire being. It was just consuming me, but I thought I was finally beginning to deal with it and most importantly beat it. Then disaster strikes - I find out my boyfriend (whom if I am being honest I have loved for six years, even if we have only really been properly going out for a year) has cheated on me. Devestated is not the word...