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But even the sky turns grey...

I am feeling so low today. I feel alone more than anything. I've barely made it through the day - feeling crap and drained both physically and mentally - and now I'm sitting curled up in a ball locked in my room crying. I think the worst part is hearing and knowing how great everyone around me seems to be at the moment - why can't I be normal and be like that too?! My flat mates have planned a party for this week and I am absolutely dreading it, I just don't want to be in social scenes like that right now 'cause I almost feel I can't handle it. They're all laughing and joking outside my door currently as they organise it - I don't even think they realise I'm in my room to be honest. I really do feel like I'm back at square one today and I just want the pain to go away again...

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