I don't have long before I start work, but my whole situation is changing. My trainer at work is leaving for another job, leaving me under the boss who doesn't listen and the senior who is bullying me. My month secondment to another hospital in April may well now become a year to finish my training. I'm excited and scared. I will miss Laura and I'm not sure yet whether the extended secondment will be a good thing or a bad thing. They are already talking about how they will cope without Laura and I feel left out and in limbo. I will still be employed by them but shipped off to another hospital out of the way so that my training is not a burden. I feel kind of down and deeply tired but not in a really depressed way. Things are moving too fast but at least I have some annuel leave next week to be able to think things through as this only started on Monday this week. Watch this space, I will! Maybe chnge is good, but what if its bad?