Hi,

this is praveen from India. i was really very happy but i dont know when it happened and what made me to be like this..... now i am almost thinking about death once for every two days. i lost control on my life, i stopped enjoying every small things in this beautifull world. i want to die but at the same time thinks about the beatifull things in this world and stops thinking about dying.

i am a normal guy who wanted to marry a beatifull girl and spend life with her. but now i am not interested in marrying, living are anyhting else just waiting to die as soon as possible. i watch tv, movies, talks with everybody but there is no feeling in me anymore.