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im new to this blogging and i wish i felt new on the inside it sounds so fresh..nothing old to hash out to blind me when i come out of a sleep and then it hits me in the face like a train. cuts me in three pieces or more and then says ok rise and shine...put on your fake smile and face the world..friends family job kids phone kitchen laundry cat litter paperwork.............o yea do you think i could bathe today or can i get away with doubling up on the deodorant and wearing a hat tucking my greasy hair up..............and why do i have to have three times the food as everyone else..per sitting...5 times a day....oh yea, my avalanche of problems. some i created myself others just landing in my lap..ive made horrible decisions because im compulsive so i have to suffer the consequenses.