Hi.

I was feeling down today, and found this page, so I'll try it out and see if this works for me.
I am in my grandparets house and I was thinking of going home, but I didn't have the keys. I called my grandparents to ask him where the keys was, but my brother answered and said they had the keys and I couldn't have them. When I got angry at him he said something that made me more angry, so I throw the phone away. I sat down in the stairs and cried. I was so angry at me, at him, at everything and everyone. I thought everyone would have it better if I was dead. I was really upset and depressed. I wanted to cut or purge,  but I didn't to it. When I was done my eyes was hurting, they were red and it was hard to see. I was going to the phone, when i picked it up, the screen was broken. I walked to the livingroom, lay down in the sofa and cried again. I was upset again, and had my bad thoughts.
I was asking a friend when she came over to my grandparents house. She couldn't come yet, so I was feeling down again.
Now I feel kinda better.

Sorry for my bad English, I'm from norway.

Thanks for taking time to read my thoughts.