And more of the same...
Still trying to make sense of it all. I have been depressed for a while. My dad died in February of 2011. He was my best buddy, and he just had a heart attack one day and he was gone. My girlfriend broke up with me a few months ago, and my new girlfriend is amazing. But, she has so much history, and it scares me. I worry constantly. So much that I have trouble sleeping.
I wonder why. She had a very busy 2012. She dated a lot of guys. A lot. And I know she wasn't exactly an angel. She slept with quite a few people. But, this was before she met me. Since she met me, I believe that she hasn't done anything with anyone but me. But, the sheer amount of stuff she did before me has me worrying. And there's the fact that her ex won't completely step out of the picture. It just has me on edge... constantly.