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The Entry I Promised Nobody

August 29th, 2010

Alright, here I am.

I'm going to be honest.

I haven't got the energy.

I'm a lazy shit.

I'll do it later.

A depression blog. Great.

August 28th, 2010

A depression blog. Great.

I never thought it would come down to this.

I shall be known as Esperenza.  I chose this name because it's from some book I'm reading so its concoction required little creative effort on my part, and it is also a mysterious and sexy name for a blogger to have.

Say it... Essss-perrr-ennnzaaa... slides down the tongue like a silver stud of metal. It's intrigue also makes me sound like I write good. See? I write... good.

Anyway, like I was saying before, a depression blog. Well, it's something. Better to exude my emotions into something rather than let them implode into a ball of nothing.

People seem to think it's more OK for a depressed person to stay in bed all day rather than write up a blog or visit a chatroom to talk about it. It's going to take me a while to feel as though I have nothing to be ashamed of. It's also a mighty sharp kick in the nuts to find that strangers in cyberworld are the only people willing to be receptive to my problem. Not that I'm trying to sound 'emo', but lack of supportive social networks in my waking life does not help one bit.

Well... writers block, like nightfall, has put an end to things for now. It is time I laid this blog to rest, and myself, for I have to study tomorrow. Memorize essentially useless information while I'm hunched over the desk, in the unnaturally contorted position of a subdued human animal. Desks and chairs are like bear traps and chains. Doesn't anybody see that? And that, my probably one reader if I'm lucky, is what I will piss and moan about in my next blog. Hope this was an interesting something.

Toodles. For now.


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