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Lost

I can't take it anymore.

Pain on every inch of my body, blackness on my soul. Confusion on my head.

I don't know if you can ever understand me, but I don't expect you to do it. Living without love, always on the wrong place and spot. Anxiety everytime I start to hear them or see them. I hate it. The voices inside my head, the choking sensation, the overwhelming sensation of presences around me even when I am alone. I can't get it. Why can I see things that others can't? Why can i feel things that are not mine? Why can't this voices leave me alone?

I am not insane, I am not insane, I am NOT insane.

I am lost.

What should I do? Where should I go? Do I keep it  to myself?

This is only digging me further than I already am.

I can't see the light.

Would someone help me someday? Would they see me in pain? Would they see and hear them too?

Do I surrender?

F.

Voices

There are voices in my head, and they cause me panic, anxiety and violent attacks. They just keep telling me things and they never shut up. I am affraid of what I can do one day if i lose it. When my attacks start I usually just run of and lock myself out of whatever I am doing or with whoever is with me. I don't want to hurt someone just because I can't control myself. I don't know what to do, what if they take control of me? What if I can't snap out of it? What can I do?

F

 

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