Dear ex.
September 26th, 2013
Dear ex.
Written by: nirvana
Published on September 26th, 2013 @ 06:24:02 am , using 185 words, 2740 views
Published on September 26th, 2013 @ 06:24:02 am , using 185 words, 2740 views
Posted in fallen_angel
Dear ex,
I'm not putting a dramatic font for this.
I'm not putting a dramatic font for this.
Not putting an eye grabbing background.
I just need to see this, in front of me.
It's been 2 years since we last spoke, and every free second of mine is spent thinking of you. Every time I see you, you're happy, living without me.
It KILLS me.
Was I never anything to you? Was no tear shed when you left me? I miss you, but I mostly miss the feelings you gave me. It was the only time in life I ever had a purpose and felt the warmth inside my chest. Was all that a GAME to you? Were the feelings ever the same? Did you ever LOVE me? Were your promises false? My heart, a plaything of the year?
You made me feel for the first time, and then you left, without looking back.
My heart is divided.
I yearn, and shun for your presence.
I cherish and reject your memories.
I love, and I hate you.
It KILLS me.
Was I never anything to you? Was no tear shed when you left me? I miss you, but I mostly miss the feelings you gave me. It was the only time in life I ever had a purpose and felt the warmth inside my chest. Was all that a GAME to you? Were the feelings ever the same? Did you ever LOVE me? Were your promises false? My heart, a plaything of the year?
You made me feel for the first time, and then you left, without looking back.
My heart is divided.
I yearn, and shun for your presence.
I cherish and reject your memories.
I love, and I hate you.
You left me. Broken, numb, alone and now, I'm lost.
Yours lovingly,
Your lost, Fallen Angel.