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It Was Just a Grilled Cheese

All I asked for was a grilled cheese sandwich. If I wanted a side of guilt with it I would've said so. But hey, that's life right? You just never know what added surprises your gonna end up with.

I'm adding a new phrase to my 'most hated phrases' list. It goes a little something like this. "You wanna do it?" I'm sure that most women would be in agreeance that its not the fastest way to get into our pants. Like that's really gonna get me all hot and bothered. Especially when the only leading up to it is some ass grab and boob grab and he just expects me to be flipped like a switch. Sorry it doesn't work that way. I wish it would too but no such luck.

Now I had every intention on following through and all I asked was if I could  get a sandwich before hand. Maybe its just me but i thought it was a fair trade. Not so much.Instead I get goran followed by a guilt trip  and I'm told "I don't want pitty sex".  I  promised it wouldn't be and that I was just hungry and was busy online trying to pay bills and manage our account after just coming home from work. Still I get atitude and just as I  finish my last bite I hear my next hated phrase "we're not gonna do it are we?" And to think I really truly was going to and even wanting to, but that was it for me.  Game over.

He leaves the room and now I'm left here crying becuase somehow amongst all this stupidity I feel guilty.  It's as though I'm left holding the bag of cash while he takes off in the getaway car .  I know he didn't want pitty sex but I did't want to be pressured into it either. Yet I cry because all I did was ask my boyfriend if he could make me a grilled cheese and if only he had said "yes I can do this one little thing for you" or just yes, tonight would've ended a whole lot better.

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