2011 was supposed to be better

 I am asking you God that my friend calls me tonite so I can get rid of this saddness.. I know she is ok, I just really want to continue to be her friend and follow her growth.. so this is my biggest request tonite!!

If she doesn't call me.. then please give me some sort of peace with the knowing she does still value our friendship, and yes she still loves me.

Thank you Lord, you did help me... I knew she wouldn't call and she didn't.  I think I just need to come to the realization that the friendship is fading in her eyes! so be it.. I just need to make sure she knows if she ever does want to talk I will always be there for her!!

well I guess that is enough for now..

Hi to anyone who might read this..