Today has been a really bad day for me. I have been having major migraine headaches and a lot of suicidal thoughts. I'm really hoping things will look up soon. I feel like the only place I can go from here is up. I really need things to get better. I'm continuing to have faith that they will. I really think that sometimes that not everything happens for a reason and then sometimes I think that things do. I'm at a really confused,depressed and lonely point in my life right now and I really need help. I reall hope that things get better for me. All I can do is look above right now ,becuase I am broke soul and I'm unhappy right now.