i have had depression all my adult life, you think i could come to terms with it but i just keep trying to or hopeing to be better,. I tryed stopping my meds again, doing every thing the way i should, but without them i'm a monster, i get so angry and my family is the one to suffer. When will i learn i will have to be on them forever, I hate the side effects though I gain weight, have no sex drive, i don't really feel anything at all, but to save everyone around me from hateing me or giving up on me i will just have to take the meds. I'm i the only one with depression that has really bad angry outbursts. I just want this to go away.

why won't some of my posts show

not to sure what I'm doing, never done this before, can't seem to get it to post