I don't know why I love it. I don't know why I want more. I need it. It's driving me insane. I want to beleive that something like this will help me to let my thoughts out. raw for anyone to see, though I truly don't want anyone to. no one should know. no one CAN know just how sincerely fucked up I am. I love the burn. I love the sting. I love the way they hurt right now, and I want more. I don't know why.