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Growing up

As the year comes to an end, I realize that I didn't change much from last year or the year before that. I am already 19 with no job, currently living with my parents, have yet to get my driver license or had a relationship. I feel like I'm lost. I am currently attending college but i'm not a full time student. As i reflect back at the years, I began to fear for my future. I remember telling my friends that after highschool, I wanted to go to  college away from home and become independent yet I'm still stuck at the same spot. I realized that I am no longer a child yet I'm so afraid to let go of the hands that are supporting me up now. After losing my dog, for which I had for 8 years, I began to lose my confident to do anything. My dog was my emotional supporter. When I had a hard time with anything , he would be there to comfort me. After losing him in Feb. of this year after moving into our new house, my whole life began to slowly stop.  It took me a couple of month to put myself back together. Now that I'm emotional stable, I am lost and confused. When I am ask,"Where do you see yourself in 10 years?" Truthfully I don't know. As the new year approaches, I want to change but I'm scared. I want to grow up but seems to lack self-confident. I just don't know what to do.

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