Once again I'm slipping, sliding, creeping dangerously close to the edge. Once again I'm doubting myself, second guessing myself, hating myself. Once again I'm feeling useless, stupid, and totally overwhelmed. After being here so many times before you would think that I would know what do by now, but no.

I'm terrified. I don't feel like I'm enough. I am not enough to fufill my goals and ambitions.