My life is going nowhere and never will. I'm stuck in education becasue I have to, but I don't want this.

I want to move to America and become an imagineer for Disney, but that's impossible. I have no imagination, I can't draw or use computers for animations. I cant even sew or sing.

I'm scared of moving to another country because I'll most probably fail and upset my family. I'm not even studying the correct subjects. I have no talent... I'm not special.

I feel as if I am trapped in a body which can't provide me with the talent I need to follow my dreams. I feel as if I am trapped in a mind that's too scared to do anything spontaneous or imaginative.

I may be only 17 but I feel like I've taken the wrong road and it's too late to turn back. I hope it's a road which splinters off into many new directions, but I feel as if it's just one long road heading in one direction.

Who am I? And why am I unable to aim for achievable dreams?