HEre lately its been a real struggle  for me to get out of bed. I jus want to lay there and do nothing. I have 3kids so I kno I just cant but its all I want to do! My boyfriend works third shift and I feel alone half the time and just feel like theres so much pressure on me. I cook clean take care of kids make sure my boyfriends needs are taking care of plus I work. Its overwhelming . He helps but not as much as I would like. I find him looking at other females online and it hurts me because im not skinny and I dont think he wants me cause im bigger. And it doesnt help when he says he wants to find someone new. I