Today, I did not manage to get to work again.

I was left cringing in bed. My heart in pain.

I couldn't get out. I couldn't get up.

Sometimes, I wonder. When? When will I ever come out of this victorious?

I wish it did not have to be this hard.

I just want so much to get to my old self back. Where I could live. And living didn't have to be so much hard work.

But I'm not gonna stop fighting. I will keep kicking and fighting till I get there.

I won't give up.