goinginsane

Well im not professionally diagnoised but i feel very depressed .

I really hate my life and it doesnt seem to be getting any better at all. some days i feel like i just want to take a bottle of pills and be with my brother and my dad. but i cant because i have kids and an autsitic one that needs 24 hour care. my brother took his own life about 4 years ago and my dad passed about 2 years ago its been all down hill from there . just when i thought my life was on a good track it went to shit. i also take care of m mother who has been dying for my whole life and i have been taking care of her . she hates me 95 % of the time and makes me feel like shit. i hope this blog helps me get my feelings out and not feel so bad about life before i cant take it any more.