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01/06/14

Permalink 09:07:27 pm, by mia6 Email , 151 words, 1715 views   English (US) latin1
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why?

Wonder why I'm not dead I've already tried and it's pointless..39 years old and worthless and dumb. Miss my mom all I do is mourn her, cry for her being her caretaker and watching her die and not being able to do anything except beg and plead with god to not take her and give her more time to be with her sons and if anyone has to go than just take me just let her live..but all that praying fell on deaf ears. So now I just beat myself up for her death and lying to her by telling her everything will be ok and it wasn't..I couldn't fix it or her. It's been two years and I still can't let go I still miss her, there's a part of me that wants to die and be with my mom I know it sounds pathetic and awful but it's true.

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