AFTER MY CONSULTATION , MY FAMILY ESPECIALLY MY MOM AND DAD CAME TO KNOW ABOUT WHAT I WAS GOING THROUGH AND WHAT I WAS FEELING LIKE... BUT MY DAD WASNT SHOCKED, AS IF HE HAD ALREADY EXPECTED THAT COMING ... FOR 2-3 DAYS THEY COUNSELLED ME AND DAD'S HEALTH GOT SPOILED PROBABLY BECAUSE HE GOT MORE TENSED REGARDING ME... AFTER SEEING ALL THIS I REGRETED ME OPENING UP BY 50% ..ITS 50% ONLY BECAUSE I AM AT EASE SINCE THEN... I DO GET SAD AT TIMES N THE THOUGHTS HAVENT STOPPED BUT THE CHANGE I HAD AFTER THIS IS THAT I HAVE LOST THE PRESSURE FROM MY HEAD AND I AM NO MORE BOILING UP AND LOCKED UP IN A PRESSURE COOKER... I HAVE SET UP NEW AIMS AND GOALS AND THE MAIN THING I CHANGED ABOUT MYSELF IS I STOPPED EXPECTING AND CHASING THE PEOPLE... I HAVE LEFT EVERYTHING ON GOD ... NOW WHATEVER WILL HAPPEN IN MY LIFE I WILL ACCEPT IT SMILING BECAUSE THAT WOULD B WHAT I DESERVE FOR MY DEEDS NO MATTER GOOD OR BAD...
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Comment from: failedclown [Member] 
Everything happens for a reason dear! Let's hope for the best. For you and your family.
12/07/18 @ 08:33
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