So Pissed Off Right Now!!
I am so angry right now, at my ex, at my dad, at my family, and at myself.
I found out my ex, that I still love very much, is doing drugs again. He promised that he wouldn't do that again and now he is back in jail for threatening to kill his family while he was high.
I was supposed to sleep over at my best friend's tonight and my dad showed up to come and pick me up. Telling me that I can't sleep over tonight, but I can tomorrow. We got into a fight over it cause I don't see why I couldn't sleep over tonight if I can tomorrow night. And then he wants to act like everything is perfectly fine and we didn't just have a huge arguement over bullshit.
My whole f***ing family is home right now and my sis also has her boyfriend over and there are far too many f***ing people here and they are just pissing me off more.
I am angry with myself because I know its wrong, but I couldn't stop myself from cutting last night. And yet I can't feel guilty for what I have done and yet I know I should................
