No one understands the real me,

They don't know what it's like to fake the smile everyday and every second.

They don't know what it's like to hate yourself so much,

They don't know what it's like to be called an ''attention whore''

They don't know what it's like to be so lost in my own dark thoughts,

I get so angry when people say they understand me when they don't.. You don't know what it's like to be so depressed that your numb. You don't know what it's like to cry yourself to sleep and be use to it now. You don't know what it's like to be called ugly,stupid,cutter,worthless,useless,fat,dumb,cunt,bitch,whore. You don't know anything about me so don't sit there and say you understand me. You only know the fake me, You only understand the fake me. You see me smile,laugh,flirt. But have you ever question why I wear long sleeves and sweat pants? Did you ever question why I never eat? Did you ever question why I'd run to the bathroom right after I ate? No because I'd make up the best excuses and the ugliest fake smile you'd think.. You don't know me.. Only my demons know me..