I know, I'm not a reliable writer these days. I'm just stuck in a rut.  This whole... being lonely... it just doesn't end.  I think, I'm young I've got plenty of time.  I think, I'm surrounded by singles, I'm not alone.  I think, I'm too obsessed with… more »

I haven't written in a while. I think it's because I've not known how to feel about anything.  I've been running the gamut from so depressed to furious to so enamored with the idea of LIFE.  I just... I want to cry, want to be at peace. I am not love… more »

That's it, you know...  Frustration. I just wish I'd never met certain people.  Or that I didn't give a shit if certain people didn't give a shit about me. A*** G*****... I love you, and wish you were a completely different, not selfish, not alcoholi… more »

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nda_OSWeyn8   Thought maybe a funny video would be a nice departure from my usual blah blah. :) more »

So I finally talked to my roommate. He's sorry he caused me pain.  He didn't realize how bad it was for me, financially and emotionally.  He's offered to pay me, and so far, in three days, he's given me $200.  Which is a VERY nice start.  I told him he… more »