so I havent writen for quite a while, and I'm pleased to say that it's because I havent felt the need to. I find the summer usually has that effect on me, the lack of school and a bit of sun puts me in a much better mood than normal. It's been the best… more »

As weekends go, I am willing to admit that it was a pretty good one in my standards. Despite the complete lack of work, even though I got my folder out numerous times I always got distracted. Having spent all of my recent time with my friends I feel a… more »

I'm just not sure what to do with myself anymore. I'm quite happy just to sit for hours, and not do anything. I don't feel the guilt of wasting my time, only the consequences that come from it. I can't tell if I am getting better or worse, it's possibl… more »

So I told him. Yes it might have been at 2:30 in the morning, and not face to face as I had hoped. I wish that I didn't have to hide behind a computer screen to admit anything, I just don't have any confidence in myself. I wasn't sure what to say to hi… more »

Eurgh, I don't know if I can do this. I just can't stop crying right now, I'm trying so hard to explain myself but I can't answer the questions why I feel like this. I can't complete my points, I feel so afraid. It frightens me, to think that people wo… more »