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New Hallucination
I just had a new hallucination. Big black dog with glowing eyes, grabbed my leg with its mouth and dragged me then shook me, hard. I was so scared, and my right lower leg hurts. I think it because I am going to attempt to go out tonight. I know I need to self-medicate (see previous blog entry), but I have to wait until my partner goes out to work. I'm really shaken up by this.
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Comment from: Quicksilver [Visitor]
Hey Phoenix, I wanted to comment and let you know I'm still here... I've just been busy with alot of things for weeks now, so i havent had as much time to come to depression chat. When I have its been to check and see if youre online but I havent been lucky enough to be on atr the same time as you. Maybe you could tell me what times youre likely to be on so I can try to remember to be on at the same time?
Also, I wanted to say that those forms of self-medication, the Kuhn Rikun (which I'm not sure what that is, a drug maybe?) and the gown.... I wish you could find something healthier, a better way to cope until you are able to receive some form of medication. I forget if you told me, but why is there a hold up with them giving you meds? Where I live you would have been on them very soon after telling the professional the symptoms, unless you cant see a Doctor.
Maybe tell me what times youre likely to be ol so we can hopefully chat again - though i am alot busier than I used to be so I'd have to work it around my schedule. I'll talk to you again soon. Later Phoenix
- Quick
Also, I wanted to say that those forms of self-medication, the Kuhn Rikun (which I'm not sure what that is, a drug maybe?) and the gown.... I wish you could find something healthier, a better way to cope until you are able to receive some form of medication. I forget if you told me, but why is there a hold up with them giving you meds? Where I live you would have been on them very soon after telling the professional the symptoms, unless you cant see a Doctor.
Maybe tell me what times youre likely to be ol so we can hopefully chat again - though i am alot busier than I used to be so I'd have to work it around my schedule. I'll talk to you again soon. Later Phoenix
- Quick
28/01/12 @ 05:40