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Group Response: The Black Tribe
Sorry for the lack of writing in here for such a while. Its been hectic and I've been really exhausted. Decision making skills zero. I've been too tired to medicate through gown or with Kuhn Rikon. However, I recently read and watched a video by a group called 'The Black Dog Tribe'. Its a group where Ruby Wax is kinda the face of it.
http://www.blackdogtribebeta.com/people-like-you/stigma-0
I watched it, read some comments there and then wrote this:
That video really struck home. However, the main stigma I face is from myself. I guess part of what I'm going through is trying to accept what is going on, that is part of my fight. As a result of this battle for many years is that I have hallucinations, and new ones keep turning up. I think that is the first time I have mentionned it on fb in like a comment or anything. Maybe if this depression is part of who I am, then I should let potential friends know about it. Maybe acceptance will make the depression less potent. I dont really know. I am desperate now.
So far there is no response, but maybe that is due to the fact I just posted it 20 seconds ago.
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Comment from: Quicksilver [Visitor]
Hey Phoenix, its Quicksilver. I'm sorry I haven't written in awhile, I'm busier than I used to be and I dont see you in depression-chat anymore, but I'm not as able to write emails or leave comments as I used to be because it stresses me out in a way, and I already have 3 people counting you who I try to stay in contact with. Is there any way we could exchange aims or messenger names, or meet in depression-chat to chat? I'm just not good at leaving messages on a routine basis because its been stressing me out. I think the video you posted is a sad fact of life for people with mental illnesses. Another not so great thing about people is their tendency to turn on each other and attack. It happens all the time and I'm getting really tired of it happening to me. I'm having a really bad day now and I've discovered that I'm not much help on bad days. Also you didnt respond to my last comment for some reason, that and your last reply to my first post seemed to imply that my comments arent welcome.... so I dunno. I'm very tired, I'm going to go. Later Phoenix
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17/02/12 @ 16:06
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