fibromyalgia is bad today.  i can't hardly move.  this makes the depression get bad.  i need a new out look.  just one medical report that would say you are going to be ok, no more pain, no more out of this world diagnosies.  that just isn't me.  wait fo… more »

i am up today. i have many things to worry about. i can always find some even if they don't exist. more »

I am new to this.  i never thought i would blog anything.  as you can see i hate to use capital letters and english rules are out the door.  i have always had a hard time spelling and have a learning disability.  as of today i have to find a way to get a… more »