I was praying with all my heart that this medication change (one of several) would finally "cure" me. Alas, that was not the case. How could I even have been hopeful after all the pain and all the failed psychiatric remedies which have been applied to my brain ?. Do I keep pushing on, or take the "courageous" way out ?- not the "cowards" way out as some people errorneously believe. as Marley said, albeit in a different context, "Incessant tortue". Even a mean old man, Scrooge had a way out, but not Mr. nice guy like me

What a disappoinment. More on this my next entry