it seems the whole world seems to think that i am lying about my illness. I WISH. do they really think that i would lie about such a thing but thats just it isnt it they have not got the first idea how it fells to be this f**ked up. i have just had my benifits took off me because someone in a office with not the first idea about me decided i was fit for work i wish that just for the day that person felt the way i do. a dissapointment to world a nobody and a nothing. they make me sick!! right now i am very angry and not myself so i appolagise if i offend. the last two daysi feel like i have barely been on this earth and my poor poor children do not deserve a mother like me.