Pysos the wanderer

All i wanted was for her to talk to me...it's hard because i want to give her space, but currently going through such a dip of note. Relationships aren't easy when you're like me...they never have been and probably never will be. the thing that makes it worse is that it's long distance and my love language is touch. its so hard, because you want to tell them everything but you also don't want to upset them. sometimes i really just hate being me...i just really hope that i don't mess up this relationship. i stress about it so much,to top it off i have this lovely OCD playing off in my head about ifs :roll: Being broken before has left me with scars and now sometimes my gf has to pay for my insecurities. although i am working on it and it is getting better, it's not easy and will take some time. having trust issues and being in a long distance relationship in not a good combo. BUT! she is worth it! and for the first time i can say she is someone who is truly trying to understand what it is that we go through.