mntstar's mind

You walk beside me
And hold my hand
Expectations high
Intensive demand
You let go, I rage and scream
The light extinguished, that holy beam
The thought of you lingers
And wraps around me tight
Through the bright days
And the somber lonesome nights
This thought, sufficating
Engulfing my throat
Building up, wanting to explode
This friend I trusted is choking me now
I thought, what is this? why? and how?
For some reason though
I always come back
Falling prey
To that vicious attack
You entered my soul
And smothered it with ashes
From this another part of me
Breakes down and crashes
You held out a hook, and I was baited
For this, I thougt, I will be forever elated
This vision you show will never be reached
Unless I surrender and all on my knees
But this I can not do
Just to please