The First and Last New Beginning
I am the kind of person who has said my whole life that 'this is the new start'. Ive now decided that its im not going to say that anymore because i know i cannot do it; i cannot pretend and tell myself to be someone im not...and thats depressed.
The more times I have told myself, the more i get angry with myself because i cannot accomplish this. Ive come to terms that this is me, this is who i am, and this is what i live with and im going to be ok with that.