broken
I have been sitting here for the last two hours listening to Lana Del Rey "born to die" and all I want to do is cry and let it all out. I feel at peace inside and calm but wanting to run as fast away as I can.
The last 3 weeks have been an extreme struggle with sleep, come friday I am soo tired that saturday is spent in bed, all day. Today I decided not to do that and went out and saw a friend pretty much all day and got back in at around 10. My mind is exhasuted and drained but my body is fidgety and broken. I would quite like to fall asleep for a long while.
I wish I could meet myself for 5 minutes and just explain to myself what is going on. I feel like I want to be anywhere but here.
Feet dont fail me now, take me to the finish line
my heart breaks every step that i take
i feel so lonely on a friday night
i was soo confused as a little child
we were born to die
dont make me sad
dont make me cry