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Tears are back

I am on five different mind meds from mood levelers to sleep meds to anti anxiety anti depressant and for a while after starting to volunteer at the thrift store i thought things were turning around for me but Sunday i had  a bad crying day and again today after not sleeping last night i had another crying day.

no one sees them because i am carefull to do it in my car or studio and that is a good and a bad thing. i have no therapy coming up cause i cannot afford it. this weekend i am selling my tv set and cancelling that part of cable. i have also decided to cancell the gym tho it is only ten a month i need all the money i can keep.

loneliness grips me as soon as i get home or even before, my studio is claustrophobic and very small and i just use the center of it for the computer and to sleep on the floor on cushions..

i dont want to regress and go back.

serrot

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