i guess i am truly a loser. i can not even keep a job as a cashier and go to school and put up with his dumb ass. sometimes i just need a hug and some to tell me it will be ok. is that to much to ask for. instead i drink for the first time in a long time......and it all goes to hell! screw this life.... i need help these meds arent working mom whyd you leave me here. heaven has got to be better.